Stuart Hogg Calls Early Retirement to Save Marriage a Huge Mistake as He Admits Hurting People

Stuart Hogg has publicly acknowledged that his decision to retire from rugby in an attempt to salvage his marriage was a significant error. The 33-year-old former athlete, who holds the record as Scotland’s all-time top points-scorer, made this admission following serious allegations regarding his treatment of his estranged wife, Gillian.

Admission of Abuse and Aftermath

This year, Hogg faced legal consequences for a five-year pattern of abusive behavior, which led to a community payback order rather than imprisonment. As part of his sentencing, he is currently under supervision for one year.

Reflections on Retirement

Hogg, who has earned 100 caps for Scotland and participated in three British and Irish Lions tours, expressed deep regrets about stepping away from the sport. He described a period of confusion and emotional turmoil at the end of his rugby career, noting he felt he was “up to his eyeballs in antidepressants.”

A Loss of Identity

He reflected on the loss of the camaraderie and excitement found in rugby. “I missed the buzz, the changing room, the banter. I missed rugby more than I ever realized,” he shared with The Rugby Paper. At the time of his retirement, he struggled with personal identity and relied on alcohol as an escape from his challenges, admitting he was merely existing rather than truly living.

A Turning Point

Hogg recounted a pivotal moment during the Doddie Aid cycle ride from Scotland to Rome. This experience reinvigorated his sense of belonging and teamwork, illuminating his past choices. “I came back and told my dad, ‘I’ve made the biggest mistake of my life,’” he stated.

Moving Forward

• Age: 33
• Rugby caps: 100 for Scotland
• Legal outcome: Community payback order with one year of supervision

As Hogg continues to navigate the repercussions of his past, he remains focused on personal growth and understanding his place in the world of rugby and beyond. His journey highlights the importance of addressing mental health and finding support during difficult times.